Tuesday, June 19, 2012

Nur Syifaa' Awfiyah & Adlea Ry'Kyla in loving memory...



Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh ...
Dear my little angel, I miss u... Really miss u... :'( 
1 year passes so quickly but yet those memories is still fresh in my mind...
Every scar (when i brought u to the world) is a blessing souvenier for me to make me miss u often...
I never missed u in my prayers and i'll pray to see and to be with u again in his paradise... Ameen... 

 If only the sky could open,
And her little face I could see,
Oh, what a wonderful feeling,
I know would come over me...

But she is in heaven,
Far from sin and pain,
Waiting for my arrival,
I hope to see her again...

...........انا لله وانا اليه راجعون...........
I'm carrying her juz a few sec aft her last breath...
Still felt warm when i kiss her forehead...

 
Till we meet again, my darling princess...

 A new friend in jannah...
 
 
Princess Adlea Ry'Kyla...

Just like you, she ends her suffering 10days ago...
Waiting to reunite with her parents one day... 

Al-Fatihah:
A'uzu billahi minashaitanir rajim
(I seek refuge in Allah from the outcast Satan)
Bismillahir Rahmanir Rahim
(In the name of Allah, the Most Beneficent, the Most Merciful)
Al-Hamdu lillahi Rabbil-'Aalamin
 (Praise be to Allah, Lord of the Worlds)
Ar-Rahmaanir-Rahiim
(The Beneficent, the Merciful)
Maaliki Yawmid-Diin
(Owner of the Day of Judgement)
Iyyaaka na'-budu wa 'iyyaaka nasta-'iin
(Thee (alone) we worship; Thee (alone) we ask for help)
Ihdinas-Siraatal-Mustaqiim
(Show us the straight path)
Siraatal-laziina 'an-'amta 'alay him
(The path of those whom Thou hast favoured)
Gayril-magzuubi 'alay him wa ladh-dhalliin
(Not the path of those who earn Thine anger nor of those who go astray)
Ameen...

Friday, June 8, 2012

Happy 1st Birthday!!!

I am at labour ward around this time 1 year ago...
How time flies and i wish i could turn back time...
Today you would have turn big 1...
Happy Birthday!!! :'(

Monday, September 26, 2011


It's been 100 days since you left us... But never once that i ever forgotten about you... Eventhough my life is back to normal, every step i made and every breath i take, i'll always thought of you wishing you were with me... Darling, your existence really changed my lives... I am done with all my planning that we planned together when you were in my tummy... Syukur Alhamdulillah your sisters' birthday party goes well... And that's the time i really wish that you were there with me, with us, ur family...

My little angel, i pray that we will meet again one day and Allah swt would grant me my prayers... You are my strength in everything i do and without that strength, i wouldn't have cope this far... I love you so much my warrior princess...

Meaning of your names:
NUR ~ Light
SYIFAA' ~ Healing
AWFIYAH ~ Brave & Strong

We love you manja...

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

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░░░ (¯`:´¯)░(_.•´/|\`•._)AtaU TeRguRis Hati.
░.(¯ `•.\|/.•´¯)::(_.:._)‘Taqabbalullah Minna Waminka’
░ (¯ `•.(۞).•´¯)Semoga Allah menerima Amalan2 KiTa.
░ ░(_.•´/|\`•._)iKHLaS DaRi HaTi UnTuK sEmUa,
░ ░ (_.:._)´.i~ KAMI SEKELUARGA ~('',)

Monday, August 1, 2011

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Thursday, July 28, 2011

Today is my late daughter 40days... Will be going for kenduri tahlil/arwah held at my grandma's place this evening... Another tahlil held at masjid an-nahdhah for my love ones after maghrib... Hope everything goes smoothly today...

''Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segala urusanku hari ini... Amin...''

Friday, July 8, 2011

Nur Syifaa' Awfiyah... She was born on 8th june 2011... She passed away on 19th june 2011...

Today she turn 1 month old and if she's still alive, i would have sent her to polyclinics for her appointment but :'( all that is just a fantasy... I miss her so much and only god knows that...

Every memory of her kept playing in my mind including the day the hospital called to inform her critical condition and how i rush to SGH blk 5 nicu at about 7.10am to see her for the last time... When the doctors tried to revive her, i tell her (syifaa') that i willing to let her go and the machine went single line that shows she's gone... :'(

I can never forget that very moment when the first time i am able to carry her in my arm and kiss her... She turn blue and ice cold... 9 months she inside me n never thought of her leaving me like this... Eventho i said that i'm willing, it's natural for a mother to cried for her daughter death... :'(

My heart felt so heavy when i recall what she went thru but at the same time glad that all her suffering ends... I pray to Allah swt to reunite us again in paradise...

I love you so much my warrior princess, my precious luvly daughter, Nur Syifaa' Awfiyah... You will always stay alive in my heart to make me grow stronger... Till we meet again hereafter... Hugs and kisses from me and your siblings... *Muacks*